It's been a long time since I get to feel it,
The feeling of...nothing else bother in my mind but boredom,
Most people find it pretty hard to deal with,
But for me? It's a gift , a sign !
A great time to do the thing I don't do,
Like now , lying on bed , writing this , drinking my favorite tea , with only sole reason to wakeup tomorrow !
During my semester break , I am the most lazy people on earth .
I wake up at around 12...then chill around and had my lunch
And my main activity is just sports.
How good is that..compared to university life , where I had to split my focus for studies , ugh .
I wonder one day , if I could play sport for, ahhh , no no, I mean doing the things I enjoy for a living.
How good is that...
Like getting paid for sleeping , sitting at sofa , staring at fans or ceiling...
But silly me , life doesn't goes that way..anime does, but not life.
Success people do what need to do , doesn't matter they like it or not,
Success people willingly do unwillingly things .
That's pretty much it..
Actually I am kinda a locked in person..
Sometime I prefer staying in my room rather than go out to have fun.
People say I am odd , different from others.
But I think , wasn't that extraordinary?
Something I been holding to , the discipline , well , some slacked off...
Have become part of me already,
I don't need to recall it , learn it , get used to it anything.
It's who I am now.
My main focus is..staying healthy and academically healthy too .
As I realize , the moment I return to university life.
Thing will get worse , my life would be horrible..
It won't be just like pressure cooker .
It will be just like me getting squeeze by the tectonic plate .
People asked , why do I keep wanna make my self suffer in these unnecessary pressure ?
Even now I pretty much don't get it..
That why I keep searching for it .
I think I will meet the answer , when I graduate .
