Grateful?What?

Sometime , i noticed that it is very hard for people to actually grateful for what they had right now , we are already considered lucky to have what we have now , yet somes just go on believing that their life sucks , they never did notice that we are given a chance to fix up our life if it is sucks , life may sucks but sometime it is due to we make stupid decision and ignore all the problem around , we are given the chances to make thing right , and why won't we be grateful for what we have right now and stop asking for more?If it life is still sucks for you now , asking for better things won't make our life awesome . It wasn't individual fault , since society inculcates it between us .
It is hard to notice that we are given a chances to fix thing up , some just willing to barrow their into the ongoing world and stop making their self better , a better you will outcome a better life . Life ain't suck , it just that our brain is constantly manipulating the scenario , when we scope in , we able to notice there is alot of time , where we can actually say NO for more reason and do it better , we must believe ourself is better than our own reason that prevent us from doing anything .
Life ain't suck , it suck when we are still unaware , ungrateful . When we are grateful for what we have , it means that we guilt for what mistake we done earlier . We will tend to stop making the stop mistake and improving ourself . If we are grateful , we are always happy of what we have , seriously , for me , i am very please for what my parent gave me . We all should !
Suprise ! human just happen to judge other human , we found out the bad side of someone , yet we complaint about it , but what we don't realize is , our own self having the same attitude with them who we judge . When we don't like it , why we want to inculcate it in ourself too?

Life is awesome , everything you have is better than alot people , just take your time , and actually link up the relation between grateful and outcome of your life . If kept on believing that grateful-ness doesn't effect your attitude and life? Sad to say, Happy Sucks Life of Eternity .

=D

As life goes on , i am starting to learn more about responsibility and everything i do will effect people around me .
So i mma take this time out to apologize for some wrong thing i done before and thing i haven't achieve yet.

Yes..sometime s*** happen , it wasn't life's fault , it is because we all do stupid decision . Back in the days when i was skipping classes , failing subjects and pissing my family off , i'm sorry that i didn't understand , all the naging and scolding is totally worth it , atleast i didn't learn it the hardway , atleast i still manage to catch up , thank you so much sis ! and your bf ! totally saved me from falling into deep shit  !

Besides , without the right friend and right timing and without God , i am nothing
Thanks god ! [even thought sometime i was bullshitting about...>< (sad case) ] even thought i am not a strong prayer , thank you God !
Without the right time , well , i wouldn't be here , pursuing what i always wanted , thanks to my sis bf ! made a freaking right choice to scold the heck outta just right at the start of form5 ! so sorry for the time i didn't know how to think at all , i was huminilating my family /__\
Also thanks to my mom and daddy ! even thought sometime my temper is rude and disrespect , i didn't really mean any of that , it just,take time to learn :/
Don't worry about me at here ! i'll make u guys feel that u made a right choice ! I won't fail you all !

and for my dear !
really sorry for sometime i disrespect :( due to the pressure i gave myself , sometime i can really become a dick [ sad case ]
you know , i will graduate my course with good result and everything will goes smooth for us in future !
well, it is a long way , we got alot to learn and what i know is  it going to get harder and tougher !
don't worry , i believe in you , u can make your family proud ! [ even thought sometime i said u can't , i just want u to do something about it, and i glad that it works now :D ]
Sincerely , u really make my life easier here , i don't even know how i am going to past it without you here .
So sorry that i couldn't remove the pressure off me , or else, i will lose the shape , i have to keep the pressure on all the time , this is my style of studying >.<
i love u much much ! xD

people changes due to time , brain won't just stay as where we as ,only if we wanted it to
i'm glad that i had breakthrough it !
Thanks guru !

I know , even thought it is just a nothing for other people , it means really really alot to me !
atleast it proved that i am not stupid ! for once in my life , i can finally be happy for myself ! =D

maybe that you guys that reading this , will be think that..i am thinking to much
no no , i am just being grateful , and also i been expecting this turning point to fix up everything . and it goes according to plan ! =D

Still a long way to go for my road !
Keep the spirit burning on !
5.5 years ain't very long !