Now without music , how quite the surrounding is , how dull , how boring .
Not even sure if it's good for me , how I spent my weekend back then..
Gosh , I have totally forgotten it all .
People say , when we are exposed to a better enjoyment , we simple addicted to it .
Guess I make a mistake back then huh .
Maybe the hardcore me needed sometime to rest too yea , perhaps it is fine to be more of myself..
Yep , the lazy me is coming out , re-appear on surface again !
But, it wasn't wrong to..space out, for once a while .
Focus too much will just sometime easier to fall into pieces .
Why not focus on the momentum that will get me to my destination ,instead of the strength huh !
Come to think of that...maybe it is wasn't that bad as i think right..
Perhaps just me overthinking again !
I need wakeup , what's good for setting other example if I can't even carry it out myself !?
